mekiz

I hurt myself today, to see if i still feel.
I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real.
 The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting.
Try to kill it all the way, but i rememeber everything.

I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chair.
Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair.
Beneath the stains of time, the feelings disappear.
You are someone else,
I am still right here.

What have I become, My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know goes away
In the end.
And you could have it all - My empire of dirt.
I will let you down, I will make you hurt.

If I could start again,
A million miles away,
I would keep myself, I would find a way..